today in relief society the teacher talked about a time in her life that she was inactive and living in the mountains. she said she came to a point where she wanted to come back to church but told her dad she didn't have a desire to read the scriptures but she wanted that desire. he told her to go through the motions and just start reading every day and the desire would come...so she did, and she didn't look back and now, years later, she is still reading the scriptures and LOVES them and feasts on the words of Christ.